Short form: 3:59:21, BQ, 4th place, 19th overall
Long form:
I got up at 2:25 AM Phoenix time to get ready to catch the bus to the start at 4:05 Albuquerque time. Luckily, yesterday I had a nice nap and I slept pretty well last night. I remembered everything that I needed and stuffed some dry clothes in the diminutive drop bag. Walking to the bus pick up, another runner asked me if I thought it was going to rain. “No,” I said “it never rains in New Mexico in the morning during the summer.” Only a few steps later, drop, drop, drop. The rain never got very intense, but it did cool things off a bit. At the start, there was the expected gaggle of Marathon Maniacs. One guy said to me “We ran Newport together.” Who has a memory like that? I still don’t know his name. A woman I saw the day before across the street who looked very familiar came up to me and said “Aren’t you Mary’s sister?” Turns out, she was at the Cascade Crest with my sister last weekend. What a small world.
The path to the starting line was lit with luminarias. It was lovely and very dark. My stomach has been bugging me for a few days, but today it was really bad. But for the first few miles as I was doing a “systems check”, I thought I might be okay today. I was feeling pretty good, but watching my steps vigilantly as it was still quite dark and I didn’t want to fall. I chatted with various folks along the way and thought I might run with Lisa the whole way, but after about six miles, I realized I needed to pull ahead. Then Jeff asked me if I would run this pace the whole way. “I hope so,” I said. We ran together until mile 18 when he said he’s had enough.
After mile 18, I was alone on the bike path passing other run/walkers, cyclists passing me. I didn’t like the people on roller skates who appeared to be training for the ski season. They took up 90% of the path and I was always worried I would be hit even though I was as far to the right as I could get.
Turning off the bike path at mile 22, I wondered if I would be able to hold on and get sub four. My stomach was a mess and I kept thinking that at any moment I would be throwing up at the side of the road. As much as I hate to toss my cookies, I had a strange feeling of peace about it. Accepting the inevitable, I guess. I had been sipping Gatorade at every stop because with my stomach acting up, I was worried about dehydration. I don’t think the Gatorade made me feel any better. One step in front of the other. I was slowing down, but I was getting it done.
Last year, the winning time in my age group was 4:03. Why did I even look that up? It haunted me the entire race. I felt sure if I went sub four that I would win a prize. In the last mile I was passed by a 46 year old gazelle. i had nothing to respond. She beat me by about 20 seconds. She was the third place woman.
The best part about being 4th is that I didn’t have to hang out for the awards ceremony. i got to go back to the hotel and take a wonderful nap before leaving for the airport. These marathoners are funny. The van to the airport was filled with runners trying to get 50 marathons in 50 states. How do they get that strange obsession? And why is it that I find myself among them? I understand why Forrest Gump quit running. I hope I don’t quit. But today, I wanted to.
